Just when you think
life's got nothing else to teach
you fall face down to the floor
Beat into the ground again.
I've been fumbling forever
to say these few words but
I was terrified to see
the look on your face
that said DISAPPOINTED, HURT
 as if
I let you down again.

But I can't
hold it in anymore.
Nothings like it was before
so here I go

I'm back in my old blue Jeans.
Do you know what it means?
I'm tired of pretending
to be somebody else.
fumblin', trippin', makin' a mess.
when all I wanted to be
was the best of me.
the best that I could've been.


Just when you think you
got what it takes
to crawl outta the shadow of somebody else
you fall back down to the ground.
be ready to get up again.
I've been failing forever,
trying too hard
cuz I was terrified to see
the look on your face
of disappointment,hurt
as if I let you down
all over again....

Well I can't try anymore
when nothings like it was before
so let me go.

I'm back in my old blue jeans.
I'm sure you know what it means.
I'm Tired of pretending
to be somebody else.
Fumblin', trippin', makin' a mess.
When all I wanted to be
was the best of me.
The best that I could've been.

And I can't Lie anymore
nothings like it was before
Its time to go....

I'm back in my old blue Jeans.
you must've known what it all means.
Must've known all along.

Prayers

I said a prayer today
to wind ,
to come and sweep me away
with him.
from here,
to thee blue yonder.

To Golden beaches
I donot know,
To white mountains
where it snow.
to a field,
of ten thousand flowers.

Somewhere
far away to that bard,
to hear the songs
I have not yet heard.
to a far of fair,
to see the gypsies dance.

For,
The magic in the air today
bids me write a fairly tale ,
not of prince
or of queens,
but of ordinary miracles.

I said a prayer today
to wind,
to come and take me away
with him,
So I may see the world anew
and write a fairy tale for you.