Your Breath

I keep saying
sorry
for all the times I did you wrong.
I keep thinking
over
and over about the pain.
Always straining my head over how to take it all back.
flailing away to feel the strength that I lack.
 Everyday and everytime now and even when I'm gone,
I'd always want to be a song you sing in hurt.
Every time, every second
and every moment that I see.
                             to be
'Cuz I'd rather be the breath escaping through your lips
than be the silent words that hurts from within.

I keep praying
hoping
that everything will be alright
I keep failing
trying
harder every day.
Always chasing the ghosts of a half faded past
                                                               Last
 Everyday and everytime now and even when I'm gone
I'd always want to be the words you say in pain
Every time every second
and every moment that I see
                             to be
'Cuz I'd rather be the breath escaping through your lips
than be the silent words that hurts from within.

Memories of a walk in the old lane

Memories of a walk in the old lane
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I keep dreaming
of the whitewashed house
its dew washed gardens
and its bed of rose.

My memories of a walk in the old lane
and I see us painted all around
see the smiles and the tears
hoping, somehow you are here.

I keep dreaming
of the rain sodden road
back to the beginings,
my way back home.

My memories of the half formed sweet dreams
cobwebs ladden sweet sweet dreams
and I see your face
somehow fading in a haze

I keep dreaming
of a world now far away
I was there, you were near
and it all becomes too much to bear

My memories of a walk in the old lane
and I realise time has long since closed that door back to you
locked it up and there is no more
my dear way back home.


~fins~

                                                     Goodbye
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        There was a time on the phone ,
we choked on goodbyes passed as a joke.
we weaved the dream we wanna buy
a million places we want to fly.
But they all got swept away
by the breeze called yesterday.
is this how we say goodbye?
goodbye goodbye good baaaaaye.......
I'm walking in the empty streets
of the half formed sweet dreams
As I try not to cry
for the million places left to fly
I take my road to follow,
In hopes for a better day.
with dreams for tomorrow,
and thoughts of yesterday.
and when you come back home tonight,
I won't be there turn on the light.
The only things left to stay
will be the sweet taste of sorrow
and the bitterness of time thats passing by......
cuz that's how we say goodbye,
goodbye goodbye good baaaaaaaaaaaaye....
Things that all seem pain right now
are pieces of dreams broken down
broken by the wave Some hooooooooooooooooooooow
broken by the wave somehow.........
and that's when we say goodbye
goodbye goodbye good baaaaaaaaaaaaye....
That's how we say..........goodbye.....

Reasons

                                                                    Reasons
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In this spring that passes by like a single summer's breeze,
These seconds wilts away
leaving moments that will last forever.
We stand side by side, not seeing each other,
Wanting us to feel these moments
Before we loose this feeling.
So lets fall in love, all over again.
Because I want to hold on to these fleeting moments,

Because I had entwined my fingers with yours in that night's journey.
Before I disgrace myself with the tears that will surely fall,
Like the petals to the bed of Roses where we laid
to leave nothing in it's wake but thornes...
Because I wish to remember that passion we had,
Before we loose ourselves to time.

Because I'm too scared to ask you
Wold you answer my call years from now?

and say yes to when I say

"Lets fall in love one more time."
Because in my heart I know

One wouldnot  look at this rose..
that's withered through the eternity that passed....
All because I love you and I don't wish it to pass.
Do you not see? I cannot let these moments slide.....
 
~Fins~

Faost's Lament

Faost's Lament.
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You were the angel of light

I saw you descend from the fairy stump
Saw your beauty light up nature
from atop the hunter's den.

with you by my side,
I learnt my values of life
I left my quest for vengence
I lost my lust for blood.
My angel, where are you?
Where have you gone now that I know?

How beautiful did the sky look
In the spring sun.
Blessed was the valley,
covered with blossoms.

Now that spring has gone
flowers have died and withered away,
would you come seek me again?
I lay at the earth's feet, I bleed
and I wonder.....

You are my angel of light...
The only angel for me......